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    March 09

    十年——1999-2009

    终于在忙碌了几个月后,搞定了新宿舍的大部分陈设、家具多是简易或临时的,来源基本是宜家或超市,写东西的时候席地而坐,地毯+垫子=椅子,一开始觉得艰苦,慢慢也适应了,电气也渐渐齐全,只是,没有电视似乎不利于学粤语……      

          

    20层的宿舍楼下就是或者道和高速路,住起来虽然并不舒服,但是窗外却十分空旷,稻田、树木、小山即使是在冬天也绿绿的。生日那天,新认识的室友带我去吃鹿港小镇,总觉得跟北京的不同,似乎是在适应南方人的口味,清淡了许多。

     

    宿舍、稻田、棕榈树、冬天里的暖风、不一样的饮食、刚刚开始熟悉的语言,让我想起了99年。十年前,拖着行李,到了一个只在观光片中出现的城市,听着完全陌生的语言,学着独立、坚强,成长。这十年来,经历了曼谷、华欣,又回到北京,那时候总觉得这个熟悉的城市似乎不再认识我了,工作上不断的碰壁,累过、迷茫过,直到找到了奥运,两年多,从最初的兴奋到最后的靠空空的责任感支撑着疲惫的身体,头顶五色光环,身体却累的像民工……但是,依旧无悔。

     

    决定来广州时,我是理智的,只是,理智有时候也会带有感情色彩,三个月了,许多苦、累一路走过来。现在看着窗外的小雨,闻着带着植物味道的新鲜空气,享受着南国独有的早春,突然想起十年前那个坐在落地窗前的姑娘,迷茫、无助、失望,但是看着前方……十年,我又来到一个冬天也有温暖的地方,不知道是不是注定,似乎什么都变了,也什么都没变,我还是我,一个人,坐在窗前,继续走下去,看着前方。

     
    后记:日志是周末加班的空闲完成的,独自一人的办公室总有些伤感。中午出去办事,天放晴了,天气闷闷的,偶尔有珍贵的微风吹过,就越发觉得珍贵、舒服。在办公室外的小花园坐了一个中午,一杯咖啡,几个同事,小小话题,南方三月天怕就要湿热起来了吧……

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    Carrie Zouwrote:
    这个背景颜色不如以前,看起来眼睛很累,建议改回之前的吧。
    Mar. 14
    祝福你在南国越来越好,有美景,美食相伴。在异乡好好享受!
    Mar. 10

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